deal with it

I have a heavy heart but its hard to see
i try at everything but theres nothing left to be
i feel im locked out but i dnt have a key
people say they hate what i do but im just doin me
they get mad but im tryin to succeed
i can grow into sumthin bigger but now im just a seed
i see myself as a loner in the world but as an outsider
i can be a little tough but yeah i am a fighter
where are the flames cause im holdin one lighter
i may not have the tools like a cord with no climber
so yeah let me get my hands readi cause im readi to climb it
its startin to get cold so let me change my climate
so im gonna have to deal with the fact of the matter
make the most of wat i got to reach the summit tell me where is my ladder